Cry me a river!

All I do is want to cry... All day, everyday, for no "good" reason. There are ALWAYS reasons to cry but they're never good. So here's my list. I cry because...

I watch something sad.

I watched something cute. 

I saw something that reminded me of something sad or cute. 

I am upset because I cannot focus. 

Its hard transferring schools. 

... Don't know to teach anything anymore...

... Can't adjust to a new environment...

... I don't know my place and can't really be myself..

... Everything sucks!!!

I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing at all times of the day. 

I cannot make a decision to save my life. 

I have a really small "life" plate and I put way too much crap on it and it all just falls off the pile. 

I feel like a horrible mother. 

I can only do so much. 

I want to do more. 

I miss my friends and normality. 

I want ice cream...

I have no other reason BUT to cry. 

That is my thought process and why I seem to cry rivers daily. 

I feel out of control and hate my emotional instability. 

I don't  think this is a surrogacy thing... Just a random pregnant thing. 

It's unacceptable!